Full time work and full time school are really hard to put up with ,but with determination and hunger for knowlege it would be fun to go along the process. A day off on a path rocky like mine is really worthy. I tried to make more worthy by dedicate it to my outside activities: My business activities.
Inconvenient sometime shot off activities. I was supposed to go to a training support at Ramada Hotel today. what happened was i needed to bring some people there with me so they see what this opportunity can do to her life positively. there was a freind of mine who always go there with me. i lent him my car so he could go outside to do something for me. thirty minutes gone by and he was not there. So i decided to give hum a call. He told me that the car broke down. i had to go there to see if i can fix it becaue i have to make it to the training and support. i could not do nothing about it . i pushed it home because it was not to far from my house. i did not have any ride ,so i could not make it to there. I wish i had two cars.
sometime things happened for a reason. That is why i did not borrow any of my family's car. This happen to me one time when i was going to one of my freind birthday party. I lent my father's car, and the engine went on fire on the express way. That is why i dont lent people's car in inconvenient like this.

I realize that not every topic could have an introduction. it is not easy to introduce a situation you were not happy about. I was trying to do the right thing by trying to have access to go to the writting center. I am still upset about it. Why do they have to give me a ticket when i have a permit that allow me to have access to the parking lot? Is it a trap the set for us?
I was very unhappy about the situation. I wanted to have my idea card done ,so i went to tower buildng right after class to have it done . i parked to a parking spot that was close to the building. I did not inter by the main entrance. I parked my car and went to the building. When i came out i saw the security guard next to my vehicle, so i ran to the parking lot to see what he was doing He was actually giving me a ticket. how in the world with my ncc parking permit should they be allowed to give me a ticket? For people who does not know about that, even with the ncc parking permit you are not allowed to park in any parking lot in the campus. It is a trap they just need the money,as far as i know it happens every year. They not going to tell us where we are permited to parking or not. They are just waiting on us to give us the ticket. It is money ,money talk. When we were getting the permit why do you think they did not let us know about this matter? The money have to be collected that's all. i warn you dont park every where. there are parking spot if u did not get in at the main entrance you want be able to see the sign posted which said parking staff, something like that . Make sure you look around to see if you went in by the main entrance.
We are a part of their plans it's not easy to get out of it but we can always try.

Learning about climbing mouting, and the danger we have to face had me disengage from the idea. I have never had in thought to climb one. Sometime i ask myself why they are doing this? Is there any treasure in the summit. As far as i know it is ony to set record, to be in newspapers ,magazines etc.
hazardly yesterday i climb a mountain. it was only in a dream. I dont know how this happened because i have not had in mind something like that.I did not know which mountain i was on: killimanjaro or Everest. The funniest thing was i overcame my obstacle easily. i was climbing with determination i slid down, and i saw a gap i was going in. so i woke up everything was over. that is only the way i wanted to climb a mountain.
It was fun to climb a mountain in a dream. Specially when it makes obstacles more easy to overcome. i wish to climb killimanjaro and everest in another dream.

Complaining dont really solves problem. I know my repetitive life is about to get started for another long week. Sometime I hope the weekend was more than two days. I wish I could make it better just over one night. Is it goint to be worthy? How could I make it better?
Knowing that the time has come for me to start doing the work makes me feel exhausted. working at night and go to school in the morning is really challenging, But is better because i know this will stop one day. This is the only way that i can make things better. By thinking about myself doing this job for another few years is a disaster.
Dont give up on what you have started because Life was meant to be a certain way. The road ahead might be rocky ,so there will be obstacles .

A comunity that can not offer anything could be hard for us ,specially if we plan on moving to the next level. But could we over come our obstacles? they said," when one's feel bad about his situation he/she should not look into any rich people line. instead, he/she should go down to the poor line and realize how fortunate they are." I did this before and it works. It is hard to see how fortunate we are if we are only looking on the bright side. How could we work on our situation ?
Saturday is one of my favorite day. Today i went out to ramada hotel on a Presentation and Training Support trying to work with some of my freinds. Also, try to get them in the same page with me in the life book. as a business-minded person i wanted to help them but so many of them are fallowing the destruction line that this community set them up to. "Drug." I beleive if people that was living there who become successful did take time to come back ,and share the wisdom with them it would have been better. I saw a lot of them with potential because i do not look at people with my eyes. I just put my eyes on them trying to see their minds, their potential, their abilities. I saw that opportunity as a way out for anybody that is living a hardship life, anybody who needs better in their lives. It does not require any specialty, any bachelor any diploma. It just ask a simple common sense. Work on our situation in a community that does not have any mental, anybody to fallow their steps or what they did to become successful, anyone that can inspire us. All we have is the destruction line to follow. This ask a lot of work. The archilles truck club as disable people climb the killimanjaro mountain. So we can overcome our obstacles. Work on our situation in a community that would not support is not an easy steps. we will encounter people that would tell us that it would not work, this is what it meant to be. They would acting like expert even tell you that college is this college is that all kind of thing, but as far as i know knowledge is the only thing that we people ever own because it will die with us. Having money they will try, and even rob you, having a wife divorce court will put a restraining oder against you, having a house a lack of making payment on time could be a lost. All i am saying is, dont let nobody tells you that you can not do this you can not do that just know what your goal is in life, go for it and achieved it.
We can work on our situation if we do not settle for less. If we live our life by thinking that we deserve better, and if we know what we want what our goals are. We can overcome any community big impact and influence that's been affected our life. yes! we can make a better tomorrow.

Life is like climbing a mountain ,with main goal to reach the summit. There would be obstacle, tough time. Some of us will back down ,some of us will say, "that's what it was meant to be", some of us would say that is our limit,but a few of us will push the limit to make it to the top. Everyday in my life is like a learning center. I hate to see between the sunrise and the sunset not to do something new or learn something new. I alway try to learn something different to learn something from the world movement .
some people think im from the mood because im always in go0d moon. But today I wasnt in good mood ,and I dont know what was the problem; but I was not happy about myself. I went to school but felt upset throughout the class . I tried to not show it. When i got home it was time . I got my freinds they carry so much problem with them they alway need help . one of them called me to help him whit a mechanic problem on hi car. As i know something about mechanic he called me just to check on his card to see what is the problem. I checked the car, and there was a little problem on the distributer i fixed it . he was happy because someone asked him 200 hundred dollars for the matter, so he gave me 50 bucks. i learn those things in mechanic by myself. my car gives me so much problem i always try to check it myself that 's how i acquire those knowledge. i wake up every day trying to learn something. i learn from my car, my freind car today ,and we went to a place together . By trying to find something new on my way. I found a necklace. I am just trying to pushthe limit to see if i can get something for my life. life is not promessing i just do not want t it like it appears i beleive that i deserve more and should live the life that i deserve.

Daily activities are so repetitive sometime, but it happens that during the day something unexpected came up. That might be enjoyable or unpleasant. my daily activities it is really repetitive i barely talk about it. it is all about work in school.
Today when i was at my over night job doing my repetitive and uninteresting work . Around 5 am a friend called me that was having a problem with his car so i asked him, "what's going on?" He told me that his pregnant girl friend just called, and the car did not start I had to help him it has to rush to the hospital. I was at work at that time. i sneaked out the door and went to my car. When i got to his house, i picked him up and drove to the hospital. i was teasing him. "Boy u going to have three babies", jocking at the waiting room waiting for the doctor to call him in. Instead , i saw his girlfreind came out and her belly was the same size. i was like ,"girl how many did you make already?" she was laughing . So his Boyfriend asked, " what was the problem?" She said, " i dont know. " I was like , "Oh Boy!" . His boyfriend was in anxiety ,so he went to the doctor to ask . I accompany him to the doctor office. the doctor mention that it was just some movement that the baby was making and kicking there was no water broke just anxiety. i was speeding to get there and there was no delevery it was just anxiety. now im by myself who knows what going to happen at my job tonight.
I have no regret dough,i would have had more regret if i did not make it to help him out. It was not a big disappoinment. i understand that they are really young there is lot that they dont know about pregnancy. besides all of that, i did not know about those kicking and movement that babies are capable of. So that was a learning experience for me. "I am ready to go right now."

Friendship is someting that really can complete anybody's life. Friends are not going to be friendly sometime . They will do things to piss u off to make you mad. But with for giveness things could work out. Some say freinds are jealous when you are making progress, freinds are destructive etc. But should we stop being friendly? can we afford an entourage without friends? So my perception is that:
Friends are really good to us, and we can not afford an entourage without friends when they are friendly. If they are not, they could be destructive. Yesterday when i was in class my phone was in silence i could not notice any phone call, but in the break time i went out when i check my phone i had around nineteen missed call. It was my friend that was trying to reach me. I didnt call him back because he did that sometime to just tell me a story. When i went back to class , i realize by cheking the time that he was'nt stopped calling. So when school where done i called him to ask him what was the matter . It told me that he has an emergency,and he neeeded me to do him a favor. So i said im coming. When i got to his place it was ready to go somewhere. So it told me to drive him to this place that was in Springfield boulvard Quenns . I went there with him thinking that it knew the place when i asked him direction it didnt even know where he was going , so i tried to figure it out myself, as i know queen a little bit, i finally got to springfield. I asked him for the house number it told me 150 - something. So i tried t0 figure it out again .What i did was is trying to find 150 and see what would have happened. When i got to the end of Springfield it was 147-28. So i said "there's no 150". He answered "woaw". I said "where would u exactly want to go". He said "150". I said "there's no 150 okay". I was pissed off. And he said " let's try to see". I said " that's ridiculous! cant u see it's a dead end?" He answered "well, somebody told me that Joannah live in this address, so i was trying to contact her. I said "Joannah! Man u are crazy." He's a stucker this girl have broken up with him like months and he still want to be with her by following her footsteps. How could you be in love by youself? It just sounds crazy. I got so angry. So i drove back to Westbury to drop him off and go home. When i got home he called me and apologize ,so i accepted his apology and move on because he's been more friendly to me than unfriendly.
Insight the reality made it clear that a freind that is a consistent unfriendly person is not a friend a freind that being unfriend rarely is a good friend because at the end of it we are human and human makes mistake.

As a business lover, i have never seen myself working pay check to pay check. i always visualize myself owning a business hire people and treat them like partner . when i think about it . Vsualizing myself working for twenty years doesnt sound right. I dont know if im going to make it for another twenty years. Life is not promessing. I am not going to settle for less neither for a long term achievement. i know the road ahead would be tough. they say in life there is some who lets opportunity pass them by, and there is some who takes action. i asked "which one am i"?
I am definitely the one who takes action Because im looking for a better opportunity. Today i went to a presentation about a life changing concept developed by Donald J Trump, so i went there to see myself what the concept was about. It was about how to make money or save on what matter's most; Our own bill payment. We will get pay in a monthly basis. It makes so much sense to me when they explain it. The most important thing was getting pay residually and overiding residual. Getting pay like actor ,things that i didnt know about, got me excited. I understand how it works, so i think i have found the opportunity that i have been looking for . I am ready to do the work.
Working for another twenty years and having a retirement plan doesnt make too much sense to me. When i think about it, i never know one day that price of living where decrease always increase how could i have a retirement i am wondering how it would be in another twenty years. I beleive thing are not gettin any better. i saw so many senior citizen sweeping floors. that doesnt give hope.

In a progressive world in which free time is hard to find . We can play down not to having a schedule ,our own schedule. A budget is require for any concerned people. Is it hard to keep up with? so many people got distracted along the way, and do what was'nt on schedule. Is it a lack of concentration? How we can solve it? That's my opinion on it ,and experience.
Today i woke up having on plan to do my little business work that i always schedule on weekend. I was doing it like i always do. I got distracted along the way by something that we could not neglect because our body need it, " A good time". It happens to so many people. we can only get distracted by fun things, or exciting things could be something annoying etc . I was having a little break trying to get a load off my mind, and someone called me. It was a good freind of mind we always do business together. he told me that he is close to my house at the park ,so i went to the park talking about what we going to do to make the business work and so on . I saw a good freind of mind in the basketball court we used to play together back in the day. so, he asked me to play and my freind asked, " do you play basketball" ,i said "yes I used to be a good player", and he said " me too" so we forgot about business and went to the court play basketball for hours. When we realize that it's not what we supposed to do it was too late. we talked about it we realized that it was'nt because we were negleting it was also a lack of not having fun for so long. knowing the consequiences after getting distracted , Specially when you are at work or doing something important you can not get distracted. But working on your own project you actually think that you can always come back and start over but at the end it's still not a good thing Because we can not make up for the lost time. it's a lack of concentration. But we actually know what we should do to help ourselves it's to take a day off to have fun.
Distraction is a need that come to your way, and needed to be fulfilled ,also a lact of concentration, could be negligence or something annoying and so on. You are the only person that really know the matter. that's why we have a lot to work on in life. if we are paying attention to our problem.

Disengage from the reality of the world has never been an easy step for me. Before i even learnt the speculation of the mass media throughout the world i could already have figured it out that anything that related to politic is critical.That's why i named it " The evil science". some have been asking, "is the media really have the freedom of speech? Do we? Those are remain question that we can only have our different vantage point on . So i express mine.
The process of establishing diffrent classes in this world had occured so many problem. The mass media have stood up on our favor ,and the legislator is in favor of politician ,yet tell the media how to difuse the information. Especially when they had something to hide. Where i grew up because of politic matter we saw so many things happened, and i have different opinion on certain matter. During a period of tribulation. Politic issues had made it matter's most ,because of what they were doing. One day the media was'nt agree on hidding the truth, because it was'nt only the mass population that were affected by their wrond doing. They were ready to let it out. They had stood up against the government. so many of them died, and they distract the population from seing the truth, but there was one man that was'nt scared. He stood up in behalf of those that had died to explain in prove the fact. Why the were with the government? Why they are against them now? How so many of them died ,and why? I said to myself ,they finally have the freedom of speech which had never happened. Because when the war had started in iraq, and when the take over happened in venezuela. What was diffuse in so many other countries wasnt diffuse in here, and the opposite way. i said to myself, the freedom of speech have been told, not that! i mean the mass media is controled by governments.
By Scrutinizing in depth the fact. i realize that there is a lot about politic we coudnt know ,and also this world. lively up yourself and dont be no fallower,and dont intake to much information because you might get confused.

The process of living Life is to imitate other living creature or what someone has create and so on. but the question is, should we let others guide us? do we need other people around us to be complete? Sometime we just need to stand on our own to realize things, to see things and make our own judgment. So do we have to live on what others told us? should we live our life with certain limit.
Today i went out to fight what i thought that was a phobia. As i love comedy, 'I Can Do Bad All By Myself ' was in theather today i decided to know what was the fear that everybody else is enjoying, and im not ? is it all thoughts ? yes! it was only thought. may be because of what my parents told me. i used to scared of being in there etc . Made me beleive that i was not belong there,and limited myself. So, today i went to a movie theather to find out ,and i finally realize that it was one of my favorite place that i always want to be at . I was surrounded by people they were laughing ,enjoying the same thing. I really felt complete. It was really exciting. I enjoy it like i've ever disliked being there. I love it and i plan to go there next weekend.
We people need to get out in fight what we always thought was a phobia mine was'nt really a strong fear. It was just only an imagination of being scared. There was no goose bumps nothing ,it was all thought. Your fear might be also only thoughts ,so get out in your own to discover it urself.

The bigest study in life is learning from our daily activities . It could be confusing and misunderstanding, but with common sense mingle with good judgement it's clear and abvious to realize that some question answers is correct depend only on the honesty of who answers it. It could be responded with experience.
Yesterday i was excited about the joy that i know im going to have in brooklyn. I went there with one of my freind . He has family that lives in the area, and he used to live there too .He promised that it would help me find a parking spot. When we finally found a parking spot I was'nt paying any attention to where i parked ,what was the name of the street? nothing. We headed toward easthern parkway where the ceremony held at. yes! I thought i was having fun, so much fun. My freinds were drinking but i could'nt because i had to drive. When it was time to leave i could'nt find them. I tried to call, no answer. I knew suddenly that im in big trouble becaause i didn't know the street where i parked the car. Hours passed by, so i decided to see if i could find it myself . i went to the street that i came to easthern parkway to figure it out . I spent hours by trying to discover it . My phone ring, It was him so junk i couldnt hear clearly his word , so i asked him "where are you ?" and he answered "im still at the parkway come pick me up i can't walk " so i asked him "what was the name of the street that we parked?" and his desperate answer was " i dont know" . so i called a friend to tell him about the situation to see if he could get him off the street because he was junk and i could not hear his drunk voice. it waas like ,bla ,bla ,bla. Fortunately the Guy found him and he also came to rescue me. He helped me to find the car. unfortunately ,he had to go to work he couldnt stay longer. I told him to go with my freind as i know the block that we parked because he gave me some drunk information that was'nt clear. Now i have to enlighten his information to find the car. I spent other hours to make sense to what he told me .When i finally got the car it was time . I've been walking back in fourth since six o'clock and it was midnight when i found the car. It was hard to mention fun when i spend more time searching in anxiety for a car. I could not leave because by the time i came tomorrow it would have towed or i might have had some tikets.
Is it really going to be fun when we are out for fun? there's a quantity of question that can not be answered by "yes " or "no". the answer will answer at the moment.

Journal

Waking up everyday to repeat the same basic activities and the diversities of evolution could be challenging, By repeating what the corporate world set us for on a daily basis with multiplicity i hard. however, could it rest our tediousness? Is dullnes something we can not work on? a quantity of people answer " yes" and i commend it.
Today i woke up from last night weariness i thought sleeping would have helped me to do away with it but it does not. What was brought was a Drearing day . I know dreary is a process that i can work on by kicking up a fuss, that's what i did! I get my dictionaries , synonym, antonym etc; trying to learn new vocabulary , as you can see, and doing my asignment and so on. Today was started not to be a great day an ecstatic one so i made it happen by simply genarate something and enjoy it.
Perceptiveness made me become concious that being bored ,that i prefer saying "mind-numbing" because he makes more sense, is a state of mind and idleness. Always think to do something when you feel Bored it's not a ilness , if you think it is, heal it with some creativity of motion.

Between dawn to dust activities among people have brought oppositeness of this world : positive and negative. We always make plan for the next day ,what progressive people do. We always expect to have a wonderful day, but the unexpected sometimes takes our excitment away. how could we forget the existence of it?
Last night i went to bed expecting a better tomorrow but the unexpected had caught me by surprise. I woke up to day but i wasn't feeling well. I felt really weak and dizzy , I was sneezing throughout the day ,so I got up and make myself some tea and i went back to bed. When i woke up around 7pm i felt fine and went out to watch a soccer game with some of my freind, the game was excited because my team won. It was the only joy that i had during the day. Thank God it wasn't that bad.
We can always dream and wish for the best, but always remember the unexpected could be harmfull and it could be joyfull.

being heard about United states was always exciting. Seing it in movies, pictures gave me the hope, but i didn't know too much about tourist attraction. The land of opportunity, when i was growing up i believe it was like a place were life is like living in paradise .By thinking that getting money was easy for my parents i do harm to them. I remember myself calling them lying about stuff to them just to have money sometime , they said " we dont have money Rony " deep inside me i was like, please! no excuses. Well, the time has come for me to come to the land of opportunity i was so excited ,i gave my clothes to my freinds and some utilities ,thinking that i was going to have new stuff ,things were going to be better . Sometime the silver lining is really supprising . On november 12th was the day of deliverance. 12:00PM we landed at JFK airport i got out of the plane it was beautiful ,intriguing. My father came to pick us up ,driving to the express way but i could'nt say nothing, excitement was tearing me apart i was speechless. They were going to brooklyn by jackie Robinson the cemetery was like woaw! still can say nothing. When we got to grandville pennsilvania ave i finally say something ," where we are going?" i said to myself "they might have made a wrong turn." They arrived to new lots and stop "we home" i still couldnt beleive it. A Three bedrooms apartment for six people. I was speechless for the real reason now. Thinking about those lie that i created to get money out of those poor people by thinking thatthey were rich was the real deal though.
Insight into reality of life have thought me the lesson that there's mesery everywhere in this world but some are progressive ,some are hopeless. reality has knocked on my ignoring door so hard and dropped me the mail of despair from Haiti again. i woke up and said to myself " yes it is the land of opportunity , with hard work everything is possible because there's nothing free an America"