Today when I woke up, i was not feeling so well. In spite of that i was trying to be ready to go to the writing center. unfortunately, i could not go. D had to call the center to postpone my appointment to next saturday. I used some herbal medicine. I stayed in bed all day . Now im awake trying to get ready to go to my friend baby shower. It is raining out there i dont know if im gonna make it. may be i have to because he needs our supports.

Everything that begins has an end. We really hate to see you go Christina ,but this is the business. We understand. I do not know how to thank you. I just want to sound special. I want to describe you with special words that can define how special you really are. When I seat back thinking about teachers that I know ,and I had experience with. When i try to compare your potentiality with them, it just sounds like a mistake. Your ability is way too much above them, so there is no way possible to compare you with them. I am not saying that to flatter you. You have a high undertanding that's not usual, a earing functional that's not average. You try to understand even succeed to know everyone of us. Even when I am mad at you sometimes. when i think about it, i said to mysself " she just trying to help me." To focus on everyone with two eyes is not something for all. You are an heaven sent Christina. You were born to be a teacher. I can tell u are happy to be a teacher. Keep up with the good job!

Today i was watching a movie about hardship in life. It really inspires me about a lot of things. It was about how our conscience could be the biggest odstacle in our life ,especially ,when we give up on our duties because of something has happened. It happens most of the time when people have had a bad experience. they take it as a defeat ,but not as a lesson. It also helps me realize when we forgive we dont forgive the person that has done harm to us. We just breake the chain that tie up our conscience to the past, so we can be able to move on. I learn this lesson im going to apply it. I did not want to for give because i was applying a phylosophy that i thought was the best. like, we all have a sense on us that tell us when we are wrong when we are right. So when people say sorry i always say, it's a word that means nothing to me. I always say you should have thought about it before you did it. Now i know when i forgive i don't do it for the person. I do it for myself, so i can be able to move on.

today is the day that i make up my mind or concentrate to start the hard week ahead. When i wake up today i did my homework,and hours after i went to my friend concert in brooklyn. That was fun. I never wanted to go to her concert . Today she called me like my number was 911 because she wanted me to be there. I went there and i enjoyed it. it was really fun. They sing well, i mean really good . I enjoyed it to the fullest. When i got back home i went straight to bed trying to be ready for the long nigt. That is the life of a hard worker.Believe that, i am enjoying the challenge.

I did my repetitive daily activities: Going to work and the writing center. now im waiting for the good part of the day the fun part.
Saturday comes out to be my pleasurable day. I always take five hours out of the twenty-four to enjoy myself ,to take a load off. I love to be in the club. seeing the other side of people under the enfluence of alcohol make me happy. i love raggae and socca not to mention the crazy dance. That is why i always go to Jamaican club. I love the five Hours of that day the most because i know it will be fun.

Throughout life people have been suffering from those two things: the lie and the truth. Some people say both are painful why not lying when the truth going to be painful. To lie is also sometime painful and if it does not know it's not a lie. I think lying is ever ok because it is interesting to not mention or let out the whole truth than lying if u know a person is going to hurt. Like Richard says "it's interesting to live not knowing than to have answers which might be wrong."
As we are not perfect we can not stay out of trouble. Sometime the lie come easier out of our mouths when we are wrong. But the consequence of lying is more intractable than the truth. It's not ok to build a relationship up on lies. We can not hide the truth,so it's better to say it early because it will be discover later. And when it comes out it will be more painful than ever. we will lost our friends confidence and they will never trust us again.It is not okay to lie.
in addition, lying to someone wil not only hurt the person that we are lying to. Emotionally when we know that we lie to someone we love we also hurt ourselves. Deep inside we know that we are wide of the mark. The way we were man enough to messed up we should man up to say the truth Because it will set us free. It will give us back the persone confidence, but lying will destroy the relationship for ever.It is not wise to lie.
Under any circumstances lie is not okay. i admit, i lie , do lie ,have lied. I do not think there is anyone who has not. Even there might be conflic by telling the truth. It is more acceptable to not mention anything than lying. we can skip the truth or not telling the whole story than lying because lying is something that people should avoid to do.

I dont have much to write about lately. I tried, but it happens that im repeating myself because our daily activities are too repetitive. I talked about this topic before, so i think it will be important to repeat myself which i dont like to do.
I make a weekly appointement at the Y building which is the writing center. I would rather call it: "Y" building than writting center because it makes me answer this question "why does everyone need to go to the writing center?". If someone needs to pass this class this person needs to go to the writing center. I thought that i was better in writing. Since i have been to the writing center my thoughts change. I thought my problem was only gramatical, but it was not true. By going there i realize that i have a lot of little problems to work on. They are not really little. i said little because I am determined to work on them. If anybody in the class knows that he/she has some writting problems, so the person needs to call the center a make and appoitment. the sacrifice that we make to come everyday during the weekin school , so i believe each on everyone of us can do th same sacrifice for only 45 minutes to attend the writing center which can garantee our achievements. I dont want to scare anyone ,but i should tell everybody this " if someone has never been to the writting center this person will not be able to pass the text." I notice that a teacher has to teach on our common problems,but that never means it is the only problem we have. go to the writting center we will see what im talking about.

A person sometimes can not talk about a subject because the person my have a bad memory about it. I was dealing with the same issue i never talk about my dog and the cat that i used to have, Ben and minou.
In my early age i had Ben, who was a dog, from my family. I was more attaching to Ben than my family was ,also ben does. Years later they would have had to take it away from me because of delequency. I used to have him with me everywere i go. I used to scare people with him because it was a big Dog. The worst of all is, i used to fight people for any reason as long as knew Ben got my back. No matter how big or older then me you might be, i will try to fight you if you had been disrespectful. When i got an altercation with some young men and ben is not there i would not act. If they do something wrong to me i would go home to get Ben and the fight will be on. I knew that Ben would bite them. after so many people have been reported the news to my family so they decided to take him away to my grand parent that were far away from me. Years later he died. It was old because it was my father dog. It was older than me.
Minou was my lovely cat she was so smart. Actually,she was not my cat my older brother brought it, but he is not affectionate. Month after Minou has me as favorite, so my brother said "u can have her." i used to wake up early in the morning to go to training . It happened that every 5 am Minou will come to my room in bite my finger just to wake me up. i think that was smart. We had so much fun. One day i was looking for her i could not see her. somebody killed her. Some people in my country eat cats, those are dugs and alcohol addicted ,and some does not. When i knew what happened to the cat i wanted to kill that man. I was hurt and angry. Thank God! I got over it months later.
I think some animals are affectionate and intelligent. No one should allow to kill or eat any of these animals. the law should punish u as a killer ,first degree murder. my favorite are dogs and cats, respect them no matter you like them are not.

Beeing around people bring a lot of fun. that doesnt happen all the time, but when we gather around for the same purpose it is really amazing. when people from different places come together to help others make me realize.. yes, we can make it better.
The heart walk today was amazing. It was not easy for me to come because i work over night and the heart walk was in the morning,but i just wanted to be a part of it and i did. it was really fun. They had free food in the morning ,free luch after the walk. it was only three miles i wish it was more because i was having fun. Meeting new people have always been exciting. There were cheer leader dancing, student from other college and university ,from hospital and so on. I did not stay much because i had to get some sleep. I left around twelve i dont know how it ended. For the little time i spent there it was fun.
I hope everybody make it the next time.

There is so many things to know when we are learning a foreign language. context of languages are really different. Latin include in every language , but countries are interpreted it in different ways. this is something we have to pay attention to. Also there is someone in the Y building to help us.
Today i went to the writting center ,Mrs Powell was my tutor. I went there trying to improve my language skills. while she was helping me with an essay that i wrote. She made me realized so many thing, and taught me so many things i never paid attention to and i did not know about. A lot of basic rule that i did not know. i was really happy. The tutor know how to help us, what our problems are ,and where to start with us. they are not going to let us confuse. for only one day i learnt so many thing , so i ask myself "why not trying every saturday?
If someone in the class room never been to the writting center. i highly recomend everybody to go. They are open on weekend. I know a lot of us guys are having the same issue as me. We don't have time , we are always tired, but at least we are trying. So try harder guys to make it there because we are going to love it. Before i left the building Y i make another appointement with the same tutor. I know the situation because im living it ,so that means i can advise all of you. take the phone make the call.

I know first time on everything will be challenged. I do not hate challenge Because life in general it is challenging. I always made the best out of my ability to put up with difficult task.
For the past few days i was moving to another place. I did not know it would be that hard because i have never moved before. Usually i took time to write in my blog ,thinking about a nice topic to talk about. It has been a week since i have not done that. The series of moving action were intractable because we were close to the house we decided not to call a company for that . As we were doing it ourselves it was challenging. carry all those stuff was not easy for me . Especially after my deadly job at night. i could not sleep because after job it's moving after moving it would be school there was no sleepy time. thank God im through.
Now i'll have time to write my thought and my daily activities.